"Ma? Are you sure about this?"
First it was the trip to City Hall. Now this.
"You remember the last time you tried starting over, right, Ma?" Not that Faith didn't want her mother to finally pull herself together. She just didn't want her mother to have another
false start like last time, and end up even lower than when she had begun.
Her mother smiled. Not the weak smile the girl remembered seeing growing up with the reclusive woman. Not the half-hearted smile her mother used when she didn't feel like smiling at all, but didn't want to let on that she didn't, which until now had been every day for the last three years.
It was a closed, tight smile, a small one that only showed at the corners of her lips. A tiny, guarded smile that seemed to be afraid to show itself, in case the reason for its existence was snuffed like a blown-out candle. But the smile reached her mother's eyes, which was something Faith had never seen before today. It was a smile that wanted to be sincere but was afraid to be.
"Seriously, Ma, are you sure?" she asked as she followed her mother across the vast and empty condo. It was big, too big for just her and her mother, taking up an entire two floors of the building, and being unfurnished made it feel that much bigger. "Can we even
afford this place? I mean, you haven't toured in
years. Shouldn't you like wait or something?"
"Listen to you," Faith's mother laughed as she stopped to stare out one of the large full windows that stretched from the ceiling to the floor. "You'd think I was the irresponsible teenager while you're the mature adult. Since when was there a role-reversal?"
Since you began sulking, whining and being sorry for yourself, the girl thought, but said nothing. She merely shrugged.
"Come check out the view, love," the woman said as she waved over to her daughter. Faith came over reluctantly, uninterested in the view until she actually saw it.
"Holy shit."
"Watch your language, young lady!"
"Sorry, Ma," she muttered, caught by surprise. Her mother had never cared about her language before. Faith looked at her, confused, but her mother's attention was already back on the vista before them.
The new condo was located high on the building, giving a breathtaking view of the surrounding area. Before them lay the crisp blue of the ocean, flanked by the pale sands of the beach. Dark mountainous islands lay in the distance before the endless waters melted into sky.
"I actually wanted a beach house like your Uncle Neil's place, but there wasn't anything for sale. So I figured a beach-side condo was the next best thing. Oh, by the way," she pointed out the window to a group of houses by the water some distance up the beach, "Your uncle's house should be out there somewhere. About an hour or so from here." She smirked, "Though you could get there in about half that if you ran."
Faith groaned, and her muscles ached instinctively at the mention of running. "Seriously, did Uncle Neil slip something in your coffee when
you two went running that day?" Every day since, her mother had woken her up, so they could go running together every morning.
The woman smiled as she turned away from the window to inspect the rest of their new home. "Nah, he just gave me something I needed."
"Which is what?" Faith hated when her mother got cryptic.
"A friend."
The girl wondered how her mother's smile could seem happy and sad at the same time.