Faith stared out the window of her room in her uncle's beach house, watching the waves caress the shore. A lone piece of driftwood caught in the current scratched patterns in the wet sand before the tide pulled it from the beach and washed away its writings. A few moments later, the waves and the driftwood returned to do it all again.
Around her room, sheets of music lay scattered on the floor, on her bed, the table against the far wall and along the window seat on which she sat. She hadn't left the familiar four walls much since she received the phone call from New York. Ryan and Rachael were around; Through her bedroom door, Faith could hear them go about their day as they went about the house. But she wasn't in much of a mood for company, so had seen little of them and vice versa.
Absently, she twirled a pencil in her hand as she looked down at the sheaf of papers in her lap, more pages littered with musical notation. Picking up the first page, she frowned, crumpled it up and tossed it across the room, not even bothering to aim for the waste basket. It was garbage, all garbage.
Not for the first time, she wondered what her cousin had been thinking when he asked her to join his band. Sure, it was loads of fun, but having fun doing something didn't necessarily mean you were any good at it. The critics seemed to believe that their band had some talent; Ry was always floored by the reviews they'd get the next day.
Sighing, she stood up from the window seat and crossed her room, the paper in her lap falling to the floor like a cascade of water. As she approached her dresser mirror, she watched as her twin in the glass closed the distance between them. Her tan complexion told of her mother's Hispanic roots, but her eyes shone with the piercing blue hue that came from the European blood of her father.
Gently, she tugged loose one of the photos tucked into the mirror's frame.
Her big sister at six years old smiled up at her from the picture with their father's same blazing blue eyes. Faith had always thought she'd see Isa again. She had been wrong.
Her finger traced the worn edges of the photograph as she stared. Two more pairs of her father's eyes smiled back with matching grins: those of her two-year-old self and those of her big brother, Nic.
She frowned suddenly at a thought. Carefully pocketing the photo, she began to rummage through her dresser, then her closet, throwing various articles of clothing onto a hockey bag sitting in the corner.
An hour later, pages of a new song sat on the kitchen counter beside a note for Rach and Ry, in barely legible handwriting scribbled on a crinkled piece of previously-discarded sheet music.
"Need to go to NY.
Sorry I wasn't much company.
-Faith"
Bassline
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Syl smiled as she entered the beach house. The rumble of the bass guitar
welcomed her home, and the house keeper Rita came to greet her in the front
hall. ...
14 years ago
